cocohaven

Through everything that is happening, i came across an entry that struck me deep.. about accommodating people. 
To have to force a smile when you are in a social group. to have to create small talk. to say yes when you actually want to decline. to go places you dont exactly want to.  
but then again. sometimes i live so much to please the people around me.. that i forget about myself, or im just too contented with your happiness that it doesnt really matter anymore? 
if you really love your friends and family, it doesnt matter how much you have to give up or the labour required, all that matters is to see them happy. yes no? 

someone teach me how to leave it all behind and walk away. cos for the past 1 year, i have never been able to find the courage to do it. 

Elvin Ng is really Mr Dreamy. He is my ideal guy not because of his looks, but because of his literature capabilities. and because i already think he is so boyishly adorable.. its like icing on my favourite cake. His style of writing, his perspectives, his command of the language.. really sweeps me of my feet... oh damn it why are we worlds apart! 
and, he's witty too! 

oh mr dreamy...