cocohaven

 i do realised, this year.. i havent made the extra effort to sum up 2009 and welcome 2010! 
i guess 2009 has been much of a roller coaster ride. ask me honestly, i'd say its been a year filled with lotsa self doubt.. 
BUT.. 2009 was a blast cos its the first time i took a plane all by myself.. for 5 freaking hours.. 
2009 i travelled round AUSSIE with my best friend! going on road trips and what nots. australia - perth to be exact, was such a lovely place! actually.. perth wasnt ALL that lovely.. but going down south was... all the natural sights and stuff.. breathtaking. and the place we stayed (see the dp for this post!) is the dream house man... 
and in perth... i went to visit edwin for the weekends.. its such a nice break from everything and seeing him must have been the icing on everything.. precious moments! 
i actually think 2009 was so exciting! haha but i shall not blog it all down.. as if u havent read enough of it.... 
BUT! 2010 is more exciting!!! 
well, i for one ain't a big fan of LDR but guess what, im still giving it a go. for now, it doesnt seem as tough as i thought it wld be.. as im typing this, my heart is constricting.. it sucks but well.. 

in 2010.. i hope to land THE dream job.. and in the meantime still be up there for my honours.. and of cos, that everything works out fine.. 
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is it too difficult to change? is it too much to ask? 

tender moment with my book and my livid imagination.. i teared. silly silly me. sighhh 

Are all men destined for some form of infidelity throughout their whole lives? or okay, lets not make it so severe, but at one point of time, their heart swayed, or their attention was cast on another women totally letting the one they said they wld pledge their heart to and care for out of their thoughts. they put another woman before the one the said they love. 
i mean.. even tiger woods, the guy i once said. "woah i think he is so cool, with all the success and everything, he is still humble and rooted and so loving." and tada!! across the front page, out comes the dirt.. 
ok. so not every guy cheats.. 
but many let their eyes wander. and thats still fine isnt it. its healthy i think. its not like we dont ogle at cute tushies and muscular-ness. 
but then comes the next part. taking it to the next level.. chatting the person up with flirtatious intentions and not just a friendly be a friend sort of thing.  - is that okay?